Struggles with my writing is something I cannot explain. I tell you that I write my feelings and my “poems” are mostly emotional purges I have on really tough days.
But what happens when my days are tough but the need to purge is not there? Do I just let myself write erratically to see what falls out or do I wait until I am ready?
I’ve been worried that the need to let it out has gone into hibernation. The string that keeps me together at the seams has gone to sleep.
Do I hold back from thinking too much about it or do I ransack my mind to find the bits that make sense?
If I don’t find purpose soon I feel I may explode.